A web visitor recently asked me how I was doing, and this was my heartfelt
response. I shared with him my pain of body and soul. Harvest Baptist Church
on Guam has hurt me as much as my chronic neck pain, leaving me without a
church family, even mocking my calamity and refusing to allow me to come back
just to hear the preaching. Our churches are going to the Devil, and HBC is
one of them...
Hey Ni***,
I am in constant neck pain, like a toothache in back where the bone is. Also, the right side of my body, especially my leg, always feels half-asleep, due to nerve damage. I have burning spells during the night, like someone overlaid a giant menthol strip over my body. I cope with these afflictions daily, but it is the "norm" (normal) for me now, so I don't complain about it or get as depressed as I used to over it. I have learned to deal with it, claim God's Holy Spirit power, and move forward continually. God uses my sufferings to fuel my desire to work harder on my ministry, to take my mind off off my bodily afflictions.
I survive on pain medications, taking 80 mg daily of Oxycontin and a couple Percocet 10/325's daily, which greatly helps. Very few people understand or know what it feels like to live with constant chronic pain. It adversely changes your life permanently. It is a lonely feeling often, since no one knows what I am feeling inside physically or emotionally from the pain. God is my strength. I need Bible-preaching as much as my pain meds to keep me going, and of course, the pure Word of God in the King James Bible. I look forward to the end of this life! Philippians 3:21 is my favorite Bible verse, which promises me a new body fashioned like unto the Lord's body.
My wife sadly divorced me 12 years ago in 2006. I have never remarried, mainly because I haven't been looking too hard for a wife. My pain stifles my desire to diligently look for a wife. Most of the time I don't feel like doing anything. I like to stay home and just rest. That makes it hard to have a social life. There's a big church, Harvest Baptist Church in Barrigada, Guam, just down the street from me. I used to attend there for one year in 2014, but they called me and Dr. Jack Hyles "a cult" for exposing the Alexandrian Bible perversions (NIV, ASV, ESV, ERV, and hundreds more). They kicked me out and even mocked me, saying verbatim, "How's your beliefs working out for your social life?" They are wicked servants. They took away the only social life I had at church, then mocked my loneliness and calamity, leaving me to rot with no friends. They couldn't care less, because the going is still good for them, enjoying their wives, friends, religious careers, church family, et cetera. It is sickening.
I love them still, pray for them, and have placed them into God's hands for judgment (Romans 12:19). I spent $325 for a case of Gospels of John, sending them to their church. They didn't even thank me. I subscribed to the Sword of the Lord for 2 years for the pastor last year, for which he didn't say "thank you" either. They are ingrates and are setting their brother at nought, holding a grudge. This is the Bob Jones University crowd. My worst enemies have not been abortionists, witches, sodomites or atheists, but fellow Baptists (professed Christians)! Go figure! What Harvest Baptist Church on Guam has done, and is doing to me still (by banning me from returning to their church - I asked 3 times last year in 2017 if I could just hear the sermons, but they told me to go away), is as painful to my soul as is my neck to my body.Anyway, that is a heavy burden on my heart, as it is difficult to find a good church on Guam, and my health hinders me from traveling too far to do anything.
I've been looking more lately than in the past, and God willing, may find someone. By if not, I am the Lord's and intend to serve Him faithfully until the day I go home to be with the heavenly family. Job said in Job 13:15, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him!" That is my testimony too. God is good always, always God is good!
Thank you for caring and asking about my health.
Have a good day,
For anyone reading this, if the shoe
fits, wear it! Here's my story if
you'd like to read much more. I see local kids on Guam with Harvest
Baptist Academy T-shirts with all these local businesses listed, proving the
following Scripture true, that no man can serve God and money. Luke 16:13,
“No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love
the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other.
Ye cannot serve God and mammon.” Harvest Baptist
Church is a big religious school with a church on the side. What a sad joke
for a ministry!!! That is my humble opinion. They never cared about me, only their little
snobby clique of Bob Jones University graduates and rich airplane pilots.
I say, to Hell with
Harvest Baptist Cult and their satanic
counterfeit Alexandrian Bible versions!!! To Hell with Harvest Baptist
Cult on Guam and their
ungodly
support of satanic false prophet, a boastful 5-point Calvinist,
Dr. John MacArthur!!! To Hell with their heresy of Lordship Salvation, and
for them bidding Godspeed to ecumenical false prophet Ravi Zacharias!!!
Churches like Harvest are the reason why so many people will never step foot
into a church, because it's all phony and people see right through it! There
is no power of the Holy Spirit!!!
I am torn between my love and duty as a believer to stand for THE TRUTH (Ephesians 5:11; 6:12; Titus 1:10-13; Galatians 3:1-3), and my need as a human being for fellowship with a local body of Christian believers in a church. So Harvest has put me into a peculiar situation where I either have to compromise my stand, and go along to get along with their apostasy just to have a church family; or I can stay home and take a stand with no social life, and be lonely and likely never find a wife. I actually chose the former in early 2017, desperate for fellowship in a church. But now they won't even take me back, and so I am forced to do the latter, and I am standing, hence this article (and many more to come, Lord willing). Someone needs to tell THE TRUTH! Someone needs to take a stand for God's Word, to uphold its purity, inspiration and authority. The pastors and staff at Harvest have social lives, wives, friends, so what do they care if I don't, right? They are some of the most selfish, shallow, arrogant and insensitive people I have ever met. They have sold-out to ecumenism, sold-out to promote sinister ministers like Ravi Zacharias and John MacArthur. They have decided to go along with the corrupt religious world, to find their niche and take their slice of the money pie. Bob Jones University is a joke today!
I am not bitter against Harvest, I am disgusted how they have mistreated me as an individual, and continue to do so, because if they'll crap on me (and they have), they'll crap on anybody who is not in their little clique. That is as ungodly as anything in Satan's world of darkness!!! When a so-called “church” sees a man hurting, knowing that he is in bodily and emotional pain (and I have the e-mails to prove they knew, and a prayer list from their church with my name on it from 2014, until they forced me out and gave up on me), and have suffered a divorce (I have it in writing that she refused to reconcile with me), and lost everything in this life, and have done nothing to hurt anyone, they are evildoers! Some so-called Christians just don't care about anybody except themselves. As long as the going is good for them, they don't care about others who are hurting, who are outside their clique. Harvest Baptist Church was my beloved church family, but they treat it like a grocery story, literally telling me to “go elsewhere” like it's just another MacDonald's or something. Kindly, that's not Bible Christianity! I care about people! I care about the truth! I CARE!!! Kindly, Harvest doesn't care! Thankfully, God cares!!!!!!!
When the pastor gave up on me, they
all gave up on me! No one, not one person at Harvest Baptist Church truly
cared about me! Where did they all go? What a bunch of insincere hypocrites!
This is the Bob Jones University crowd! In loneliness and desperation for a church family I sent three e-mails to the church
pastors in 2017, humbly and apologetically requesting permission just to
attend church services, for which they wrote back and told me to “go
elsewhere”!!! The e-mail from the pastor implied I was their “enemy,” and that
is the word he used. I respectfully offered to meet with them in the pastor's office
and was willing to do whatever it took to make peace with my church family,
but they didn't care and told me to go away. 
I wouldn't step into a place like
Harvest if I had a fundamental Baptist church to attend, but I don't. I
attended another local church for a while, but the horrible pastor is a
total spineless wimp, who calls Harvest their “sister church.” I am being
nice not to mention more names. I have more respect for a pimp than I do a
pastor who bids Godspeed to false prophets! 2nd John 1:11, “If there come
any unto you, and bring not this doctrine, receive him not into your house,
neither bid him God speed: For he that biddeth him God speed is
partaker of his evil deeds.” Guam's Baptist
churches are horribly sick, with blood on their hands! And worse, they are
infectiously contagious!!! They all promote
